Your tongue is a rudder

I AM SO BORED. MY HOUSE IS A MILLION DEGREES. HERE ARE SOME COOL FACTS ABOUT ME:

• All I ever want to eat is subway.
• I drive a 1999 Nissan Maxima even though my family owns 14 car dealerships….
• I go to Cosmetology school everyday from 8-5
• pretty much I have no life, other than school
• I break so many phones its insane. I don’t even know how many I’ve gone through in the past year.
• My nails are never not painted.
• I hate my hair blonde but EVERYONE else loves it…..
• Socks gross me out SO bad. They make my feet feel awful.
• My living situation is always so fucked up.
• My daughter is my best friend. She is the coolest 2 year old in the world. I’d rather hank with her than ANYONE.
• I have 8 piercings and four tattoos. That’s nowhere near enough…
• My dad still doesn’t know I have any……
• I fall asleep every time I try to watch a movie.
• I miss my sister so much. FUCKPHILLYFORREAL
• I have to cross a one lane bridge to get to my house.
• the cellphone serv sucks here…..It’s probs the worst thing about the location I live in.
• I’ve been a Vegetarian since I was so young. I haven’t eaten any meat what so ev in seven years. THATSINCREDIBLE.
• I wish I remembered my old xanga account SO BADLY.
• Nobody can handle the way I speak other than Lydia. Shes the only one who gets what my words mean.
• I shorten everything possible. Everyone that’s around me daily has started doing it to.
• I miss having a best friend to hank with 25/7
• I am financially fucked.
• Outer space is he scariest thing in the world. I hate thinking about it. Or anything that has to do with it. BIGGEST FEAR.
• I don’t have a Thyroid.
• I get so emotional when I watch the Vampire Diaries.
• I’m the biggest bargain shopper you will ever mean!

or week.

or month.

or year actually. I just feel like I need to get my shit together, but I have no idea how to even do so!

LYD AND I ARE GETTING ZEIK BABE FROM THE AIRPORT. Then driving him to Quincy. I haven’t been in so long!

I miss him so much! FUCKUTAH!

My life is in a fucking shambles. In a few weeks I will have nowhere to live. I have no job. I go to school full time. But I am getting the feeling like I’m going to have to drop out which makes me real depressed. I love school so much :( I just don’t know how else I can get a job. I just want to win the lottery and get as far I can from Missouri. I hate this place… 

This is the worst feeling in the worldddddddddddd.

I FEEL SO SIXTEEN AGAIN, and my rooms a million degrees. I hate flies. They piss my off so bad. JUST LEAVE ME ALONE! I can’t even remember the last time I felt this tired. I don’t think I can sleep right now. NOTATATIMELIKETHIS.

I went to school for three WHOLE hours today. I can’t believe I left. I am going to end up owing them a million dollars, and not be able to graduate on time. But I went to the mall/state/platoscloset/some gay shoe store that had knock of toms! THEY WERE CALLED BOBS AND LOOKED THE EXACT SAME. Way to be totally creative Sketchers!

PRETTY MUCH WHAT I AM TRYING TO SAY IS,

I think I’m going to have a lemonade stand tomorrow if anyone wants to buy some.